23.9.05
argh. i cant wait for oct 6. that'll be such a wonderful day after 11am. today is a day for me to break free from reality temporary. had some lectures n lessons, then play ball till 10 like that then go eat. nothing much to say also la, go eat already then go home le lors. well, tml wake up must start studying already la. cant afford to waste any time le. *shrugs* i'm at a total loss. let time come to a standstill.
flower
11:32 PM
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17.9.05
argh. i just walked home from telok blangah. a whole 15 mins of walking. took e last 176 from bukit panjang. was quite a long journey, then i reached home abt 1 odd am. haha. shrugs, bus rides are good thinking times, coupled with such a long journey, my brain did even more processions. yawns, has been a very tired week, looking forward to some rest, before embarking on my journey to save my exams results. i would probably wunt not have time to update every singular day, but i'll try my best ya?
yawns, i'm dead beat. shall watch charlie n e choc factory before going zZzZZ. till then, hope to post soon.
flower
1:15 AM
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11.9.05
i think i'm crazy. i'm gonna nuts.
quite a long time since i bothered to update, shall update again to prevent cobwebs from growing again. lol.
i just came back from WCG (read: World Cyber Games) sg championship. went there myself go look look see how skillful our gamers are. not bad though, managed to watch some exciting finals eg.wc3,DOTA,CS.there were cos-players there too and some look really gothic, some look right out of jap. anime. i saw cassendra too! she's a real beauty man, love her soo much. seeing her in real life is much cooler then see-ing her on pics.WOW. i'm excited! -_-
guess most of u wunt knoe who she is, neither will i bother much explaning. it'll take some time. =X but as time passes on, got quite bored with it also so decided come back home take a rest. i still have some work left undone, i'll have to touch on that later, so..yup. *shrugs* my promos are arriving, time is constrained. wat am i doing here, as i questioned myself. but i'm lost for words.
living in this room of mine, i'm communicating via and with the four walls. leave me alone where i am. that's where i choose to be. =)
flower
5:26 PM
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1.9.05
*sniff* a very bad bout of blocked nose n flu. so much for sleeping late virtually every single day. =) happy teacher's day to all. got hols, that's e bottomline. woke up like 10am due to some fat pork waking me up. =p then, eat finish breakfast and all, wanted to do work. guess wat? i fell back into dreamland. wahaha. i wasted my morning, so afternoon did my work on bio. nuclear division is very heavy n disgusting. gib me sexual reproduction anytime. =D finish my work a while back, now slacking and waiting for dinner. FOOD! yum yum!!! later got project superstar. can see kelly! but weilian singing nice toos. =) -wonders who'll win- then again i thought. 'hey, i still needa do my revision and work today!' wth. -_- recently i've been shuffling between optimism and pessimism. my mind's getting cranky nowadays, with the promos looming. a huge shadow casted upon me, as the inevitable dawns. *shrugs* who am i to judge where will i be in the future. i wanna live life as it is, yet this would be totally nuts. the estascy of doing things u like, the relief-ness of facing daunting examinations, the freedom of one w/o the burdens of the future. im dreaming of a virtual world created by me, a non existent world that is lost in broken shards of reality. tell me how worse nightmares can be........
flower
5:43 PM
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29.8.05
my tests were ok la, not realli good though.these few days was sick real badly la, so apologise deeply for not updating. everything seems so dead when u're sick.today i was back not long ago even though my classes ended around 3.30 pm la. had to go collect the class jerseys and settle teacher's day present. sigh. so tired. i thought could have an early day off to recuperate. the first time we went queensway, my jersey wasn't there, so i offfered to go back later to take again lor. meanwhile, we went tiong bahru plaza in search of presents and at the same time,new stationaries for my pencil box. u guys will be delighted that finally i've decided to use the pencil box. and i think it looks cool man. =D end up we bought something hilarious for e teacher. so much for being creative. *rolls eyes* -shrugs- i swore we were at our wits ends. i just suck big time at getting presents. i went to cut my hair. wow. then went back queensway to take my jersey, and they go print 13 instead of 3 la. -_- so i had to add a 0 in front of the 3 to mask the marks of the removed 1. sian man. lousy worksmanship. tsk tsk, o well, for such a price, dun complain. i saw this cute girl on bus la. perks me up. muhahaha! i've gotta do my tutorials soon le. will be back to update u all on my retarded life soon. =D - i miss the ages of innocence, yet thoughts of pseudo innocence will do more harm then good.
flower
9:16 PM
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23.8.05
i've just revived my phone from the dead! man, i miss my blardy phone so much. *looks at phone:u idiot, pang sei me for 2 days!*omg, i'm talking to e phone,or rather, to myself. AHHH! wat the world am i thinking?! lol.well, to summarise it all, my phone went cranky n dead n nuts on sunday, so i went down yesterday to centrept to service my phone la. gosh, i think e samsung ppl are realli efficient. one day is all it takes. *salutes* it's gonna be wed tml, n i'm halfdead even before reaching midweek. =D these few days trying to get some songs leh, but shall not elaborate much in fear of getting a lecture from my beloved treasurer!hehe. still, SIC! =DD just did some tutorials on cell n nuclear division, and holy crap, i think e topic is very heavy man. no wonder tt topic i love to slp during lectures. zZzZz. later must do some notes for my forth coming test, thus i dun think i'll be hanging around, craping much longer la. let's see, wat else i've gotta say? hmmms. o yesh, i'll be gettting back my chem test paper tomorrow la, but somehow or rather, i just hope for da best. u guys knoe wat happen if u see me giving a tired look la. =| . last thing, tks to cheryl pork for lending me the disc. it feels relaxed to listen to her songs, the serenading voice of hers that brought me temporary relief from the anguish within the depths of mydegenerating mind. cheers!
flower
10:25 PM
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18.8.05
yawns.i'm so frigging tired. after all, it's been an exhausting long day. i wan to sleeep! but wanna find out e results of project superstar before i go dreamland. these few days busy managing my work n tests, so much so that today was indeed e most appropriate time to type something. i've screwed my chem SPA. i repeat n put great emphasis on e word 'SCREWED'. =D well, let's not brood over such saddening issues, but look towards the bright side. hold on, i'm looking at my own bleak distant future. sigh, let's just carry on with life. wahaha. i ain't no pessimist, but well, this is life the way it is meant to be.life is practically and essentially mundane la, so dun need me to elaborate on same old boring stuff rite? *smiles* actualli today supposed to have training la, but the girls got match against RP la, so in up e boys no traning, and we played 3v3,4v4. e PJ girls lost e match by 3 pts la, but i din see e match leh, so hard to say they play well anot. hur hur. well, at least i'm realli putting an effort to keep spidey webs outta of cobwebs hor! dun worry ya? i'll be back real soon. anyway there's nth much i can do too.
flower
11:27 PM
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